september

September 17th, 2024


The host's birthday was yesterday, he's now 21. Things have been getting better. I'm... doing fine. I'm better than I was last time I wrote at least, which- fucking hell. It's been so long since I've had a proper update to this site, or at least consistent updates. I think I say this everytime, but I really want to ge tback into working on it more. I love it here, I love the small community I've built even if i don't really talk to anyone here. It's been a year since I started this website, and I think this is the best it's been. I'm really proud of myself for all that I've done to it. It's crazy that it has this much effort at all, and I fully intend to keep working on it for the rest of this year and next. Thank you all for being here for that, it genuinely means the world.
We really like our job. Like. I like our job. Which is actually crazy. I am leaving the house. Who the fuck have I become. I'm... happier???? Which feels so crazy because nothing much has actually changed in the past two months. I'm in a different room now, I feel a lot safer up here besides the amount of stairs which.. I don't like for a multitude of reasons. But other than that I'm happy. Plus I have a fish tank with so many cute fish and shrimp and plants and I've really really been putting love and effort into it. Plus the host has friends now. And that's kinda crazy. Like he's been going out with people and talking to his coworkers outside of work and doing things at all. We never did that before. He's more shocked than anyone I think, but again everything is going so well.
Saving up for a car right now. Really hoping I'll be able to get one soon, because the car I'm currently driving- or well. The host is currently driving, dies. A lot. Like on busy roads as we are driving it. Which is not good and is also very very annoying. ...I'm running out of things to talk about haha.
Thank you. Thank you everyone. I'm honored to have been here for a year, I'm honored to have met people here. I'll write again soon. Cheers to another year.
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